.. a desire nothing in this world can satisfy....

the "little child" is back, and with her the mess in my house ;) and a lot of stories of the brokenness experienced over the last few days... it breaks my heart that I am no longer there with her when she encounters what it is that hurts her so much..

back in the grind, up early, I am reflecting on what I just read the other day:

I will just give you the entire post, posted by Pete Wilson of Crosspoint Church in Nashville:


"Romans 8:19-22 “For all of creation is waiting, yearning for the time when the children of God will be revealed. You see, all of creation has collapsed into emptiness, not by its own choosing, but by God’s. Still He placed within it a deep and abiding hope that creation would one day be liberated from its slavery to corruption and experience the glorious freedom of the children of God. For we know that all creation groans in unison with birthing pains up until now.”

There is a temptation we all face and it’s to being to think that this current life is it. When we fall into that temptation we begin trying to have all our desires for purpose and satisfaction and significance met in a sin stained world we were never really created for. And ultimately this leaves us flat empty.

I think we’ve done a lot of disservice in our churches by telling people there are seven easy steps to a completely satisfying life and not warned them of what I call the “inconsolable emptiness”.

CS Lewis said it this way, “If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world.”

So true! I was made for another world. Even my relationship with God here on this earth is not what it’s intended to be. No matter how hard I try there is no relationship with God in this present world that will ever be as rich, fulfilling, or freeing as it will be in heaven.

We all know something is wrong. Even creation itself longs to be restored.

I think we often miss this. We think what we want is a bigger title, better looks, more popularity, larger sums of money, or the perfect spouse ( or a spouse. period ). However, what we really want is the person we were made for: Jesus, and the place we were made for: heaven."

not much needs to be added... as another Canada Day went by and I found myself again in this weird place... a German growing up ( and patriotism is a BIG NO NO, because of the distorted and horrific history my country has in that regard ) a Canadian for the last almost 10 years... my heart has always been drawn somewhere else...

the only explanation for this confusion is found in His Word:

But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ,  who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body. 

Philippians 3:20-21

the passport was issued, the ticket is booked.. I am going to head to my "place of citizenship" when the day comes... until then I am longing, and groaning... because this is not my home...